Sporatic.

My life is so unbelievably boring. While I do tend to focus on the blah areas of my life, I tend to forget about the good things.

The good things I have are an amazing family. I tend to take them forgranted. Grandma passed away this past weekend. Yesterday was the funeral. It was wonderful to see my cousins that I havent seen in forever, it was nice to see Steph. What it was not, was not nice to see my sister Bert. I dont know why but she is just so mean, why cant she just not say anything if she doesnt have anything nice to say? Why does she insist on degrading my (our) mother in front of other people, including her children? Why is she such a bitch?

I also feel a little guilty that I didnt even say hello or anything to Dads new wife. He should have greeted me with her, or something, I was not going to just go over there. Gawd.

It was nice to get mom & Arlette in the same room, actually in the same aisle, same table!! We sat together and then went out to lunch together. I really enjoyed that part. My two moms!!