Disappointment.

A few weeks ago I fell in love with this little terrier named Dottie. I could not get Dottie out of my mind. She was still available. What will it hurt to have mom and Charlie meet her? Maybe she is the one we're looking for?

So they all meet, everyone is good. Linda lets us bring Dottie home for a trial run. She begins coming out of her shell, but I still cant decide. It should have been an easy decision.

When I started thinking about it deeply, I realized that what was happening was I was trying to reason with my heart and brain. My heart had fallen in love, but my brain was telling me we can not afford another dog. We just cant. Once I realized that, the decision was much easier. Kim totally understood. Dottie was so happy when I brought her back, she really was.

I only want the very best for Dottie. I want her to find a home that she deserves. One that will love her forever, and will bring out the greatest potential in her. If Dottie just so happens to become available again next year, I would definetly snatch her up.

I love you Dottie, I always will. You be a good girl.