A month and half later...

Since I havent really had anything going on in my life, I thought why write. My life is so incredibly boring that I wonder what would anyone else have any interest in reading about it. Then I realize, its not merely for someone to read, but more for me to write, to put my thoughts to paper (screen).

Last weekend was Labor Day. I was busier this weekend than like ever!! On Sat mom and I went to a dock dog event in Rockford, Pam came in with Brandy & Griz, Kim & Mike, Brittany & Lisa, Whit & Grant, Jill & Rick. We ended up leaving Charlie at home, and it ended up being almost 12 hours :( We felt really bad.

I dont know if I look more into things than necessary, or what, but I've noticed that since Lisa was here in July, that I never talk to her, any time I've talked to Brittany she is very quick with me, always has an excuse not to go to the park when I ask. But she was more than happy when I was able to watch Boom, while she went to see Lisa...yes, they can not seem to go more than a few weeks without seeing each other!! But, Brittany was even more quick with me last week, yes, no, maybe...then on Sat, me, mom, Kim, Pam & Jill & Rick and Mike were all sitting together, Lisa & Brittany were around and about, hardly seeing, or talking to them. See, I dont know if I'm over-reacting or what, but an outsider never would have known that we all knew eah other if it werent for the fact of all of us cheering for Lisa & Tractor.

I dont know if its because I am not a phone person, that I am out of the loop with them?!?! Is it because I dont initiate things? I KNOW I do with Brittany. But then I get an invite to Lisas birthday for next year?!?! I dont know.

Advice??